more of this.

could it be that everything goes round by chance?

only one way that it was always meant to be

you kill me: you always know the perfect thing to say

i know what i should do, but i just can't walk away

i pick up put down the phone

"it's just like being alone"

oh god, please don't tell me this has been in vain

i need answers for what all the waiting i've done means

you kill me: you've got some nerve but can't face your mistakes

i know what i should do, but i just can't turn away

go on, love

leave all the still hope for the escape

gotta take what you can these days

so much ahead, so much regret

i know what you wanna say

i know it but can't help feeling differently

about you, and i should have said it

but tell me, just what has it ever meant?

i can't help it baby, this is who i am

i'm sorry, but i can't just go and turn off how i feel

you kill me: you build me up, but just to watch me break

i know what i should do but i just can't walk away

i haven't been happy for a really long time. i forget what it feels like. 

i'm trying to be happier, but things get quiet, and i start to think, and i think of all the things i wanted to be for you. but, i'm letting myself put on a smile and laugh, and that's a lot further than i was a few days ago.