Monday, December 7, 2009

The Holidays

ohh Christmas...what do you mean? this holiday season is completely different from all others. my brain is static. my heart is alone. my joy is under construction. the city lights and red-nosed reindeer create a magical atmosphere, a constant i can always rely on this time of year. it's always tough to know that you're going to be alone for the holidays, i hoped this year would be different, but it doesn't seem that way. i'm just a girl with a lot of love to give, but no boy to want it. it's lonesome, and i miss a lot of what used to be. the holidays are difficult to decipher, and i don't have all the answers right now. more to come when i figure more out.

i have my best friend. and that's really all i need =]