Sunday, February 6, 2011


Monster, ghosts, killers, etc. Those things never appear in my dreams. I never have scary dreams. Never. My nightmares involve crying. Completely irrational, inconsolable, sobbing. In my dreams, this crying can either be caused by something (usually something that would never make me cry in reality), or it can be completely irrational, with no cause. All I know, is that in these dreams, I can't catch my breath. My sobbing pushes my lungs to their limit and I can't escape. It's the worst feeling in the world. I can feel that capacity of pain in my dreams, but it's a pain I never feel in reality.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Impossible to Ignore

It's not a reality, it's just a wish.

I want companionship. I want butterflies. I want intrigue and danger. I want flaws and repetition. I want to hear nice things and feel warmth. Oh boy, I just want you.